• Red tulips front garden

    A place to keep my future garden dreams

    Nikki, the most prolific reader in my book group, sent me a care package last year. It was a box full of goodies (card, books, etc.), and it arrived at a moment when I was feeling particularly low. Everything inside was carefully chosen, which I appreciated, but I also fell in love with the box itself.

    It looked like an old-fashioned recipe box, the kind that holds family treasures and the secrets to favorite dishes. On the outside was a winter scene, illustrated by artist Susan Winget, who is known for her depictions of rural life. There was a small cabin in the background, complete with a stone fireplace. Trees, holly leaves and berries framed the edges. A doe and her two foals filled the foreground. Overlaid upon the image were written words, the ink soft and faded, as if remembered from an old letter.

    As soon as I saw the box’s illustration, I wanted to create a path of footprints in the snow, one that would lead me straight to the front door of that cabin. Once inside, I’d light a fire, make something hot to drink and sit in a comfy chair with a good book and a furry kitty.

    I knew I had to figure out a way to reuse the box in a meaningful way and it took me a whole year to do so. During that time, it sat empty on a desk in the kitchen, just waiting for inspiration to strike. Once the Muse was ready, she sent seed catalogs my way.

    Any gardener will tell you that you plant a garden in the spring, tend it in the summer and break it down in the fall. But in the winter, when the earth is cold and hibernating like a bear, the gardener uses that in-between time to rest and dream. The best gardening dreams begin when those catalogs arrive, filled to the brim with colorful illustrations and tempting descriptions.

    What form will my garden take this year? There are so many options! Will it be useful, colorful, edible? Will it be corralled in containers or planted with abandon in the soil? Will it be wild and bee-friendly or tamed and fruitful?

    Since seeds are generally much cheaper than plants, I buy packets with abandon. A few varieties were sown in coir pots over winter and baked under LED lights with the aim of getting a jump start on the growing season. The rest of the packets I alphabetized and stacked in order of planting so that I could sow them in proper succession. Then, I filled the winter box with my treasures and made myself forget what was inside.

    On May 4th, when the final frost has come and gone, I shall open the box and start planting my garden. I can’t wait to see what will fill my many pots this year.

  • Daisies from my garden

    Here we go again

    It’s still March, barely. But I managed to start my first plantings today.

    M quit his job in February when his employer decided to end the staff’s ability to work remotely. Like many Americans, his bosses were tired of dealing with the coronavirus pandemic and had decided it was over, goddamn it.

    Thing is, viruses don’t disappear with wishful thinking.

    At the time his bosses made the return announcement, the efficacy of the booster shot we received in 2021 had already started to wane. A friend of ours had just died from likely complications of COVID-19. We knew that mask and vaccine mandates were the next to go. Which is why, after much discussion, we agreed it was just too dangerous for him to continue working with people who were recklessly throwing caution to the wind.

    Sure enough, another wave of coronavirus is heading our way, this time a subvariant of omicron known as BA2. It’s 30 times more contagious than the original — and that one pretty much ruined everyone’s Christmases. BA2 is already hitting Europe and Asia and has become the dominant strain in the U.S.

    At least two of my colleagues have contracted coronavirus in the past month. So has former President Barack Obama, former secretary of state Hillary Clinton, secretary of state Antony Blinken, White House press secretary Jen Psaki and her deputy, second gentleman Doug Emhoff, New Hampshire Sen. Jeanne Shaheen, “Bridgerton” actress Nicola Coughlan, “Rocketman” star Taron Egerton and actor/director Kenneth Branagh. South Korea has reported more than 9 million cases of COVID-19 during the course of the pandemic — 7.7 million of them have occurred in the past month. Today, China began its most extensive lockdown in two years to control a growing outbreak in Shanghai.

    Knowing all of this, M and I continue to take all the necessary precautions. We simply cannot afford to get sick, suffer from long covid or worse.

    Since the start of the year, I’ve also been beyond stressed by my own job. Adding the pandemic, the Olympics and the war in Ukraine to the grind of daily news has worn me emotionally thin. In January, I even fainted. For the second time in two years, M found me unconscious on the floor.

    Thankfully, M’s unemployment has allowed us to spend more time together. When he’s not job hunting, he’s helping me to decompress, rubbing the kinks out of my shoulders/neck or just listening as I vent. His support is a major reason I haven’t imploded. It’s also why my sowings have been delayed. How could I spend hours preparing for the future when I was just trying to deal with the present?

    M landed a new job last week and today was his first day working from home. While he was upstairs in his office undergoing the onboarding process, I trekked down to the basement to begin my new garden. I missed spending our morning together, of course, but it felt good to start putting seeds in soil in the hopes that flowers and herbs and vegetables will someday grow.

  • Haunted house

    Real estate revelations between spouses

    M and I are looking to buy some property, preferably in New England. We want a detached house in good working order, 3 or 4 bedrooms, minimum 2 bathrooms, a large kitchen/pantry, at least one fireplace, wood floors and a good bit of land for beauty and privacy. It can’t be located in a flood zone or somewhere that has a high risk of drought or fire.

    Oh, and it can’t cost an arm and a leg.

    We’ve been looking for two years now and while we’ve found some wonderful properties, none of them have worked out. So, our search continues — mostly on Redfin and Zillow. We favorite the places that most appeal to us and discuss them in great detail during the times when we’re both awake. If one of us is sleeping, the other will leave short notes to describe why a place will or will not work.

    Here are some typical notes we’ve exchanged:

    “Nope, nope, nope. Flooding.”

    “Has some nice features (back from the road, overall design, greenhouse). However, the kitchen is small and the laundry is in the basement. Zestimate says it’s worth about half of what they’re asking though Redfin agrees with their price.”

    “Not as much land as we’d hoped but it’s on a dead end and the views are gorgeous.”

    “Lovely home but oh my god, that kitchen is bloody awful. So small!”

    “The kitchen looks decent. I really like the look of some of these rooms. Looks too expensive and probably too big for us but nice!”

    And then there’s the tidbit I wrote last week:

    “I can’t believe I’m going to say this, but I want to move to Detroit. This place is amazing. And also, I believe haunted.”

  • Quote of the day

    “My heat came from a small wood-burning stove, and keeping the tiny house at the right temperature, it turned out, required the same kind of constant low-level attention as my Twitter feed. When the fire was out, I missed it. It made me less lonely to hear it in the background: the mutter of the kindling, the sigh as a log caught, the little coughs, then quiet, as it burned down into ash.” –Lois Beckett

  • Letterpress letters

    Mark my words v.4

    As I’ve mentioned in past blog posts (seen here, here and here), I’m drawn to certain words. The attraction is often a word’s meaning or spelling, but sometimes I just like the way a word rolls off my tongue.

    These are more of my favorites:

    Aforementioned

    Smitten

    Brontide

    Escabeche

    Whippoorwills

    Whirligigs

    Hyppolyta

    Stroopwafel

    Frass

    Bombogenesis

    Prognostication

    Schenectady

    Damask

    Fabulist

    Moribund

    Kismet